Any death is a tragedy, but if someone is determined to do it, a painless way out is better." "At least if someone is in that frame of mind it gives them a painless way out. These things rarely succeed and you just end damaging your organs and waking up in intensive care. "If you didn't have access to that information, what would you do? You'd try to hang yourself or drown yourself or take an overdose. It's not always that easy to find the information – you have to be quite dedicated to go through all the steps and make the helium hood. In my case, I was trapped and, at that point, it was my only way out. "Access to the information makes it easier, but I don't think it should be censored, because people, when they are like that, have a really low state of mind," he explains. I keep work relationships strictly professional, and do not casually converse with them about any of my life outside of work.Isaac says that, unless you have been there, you can never know how it feels to desperately want a way out. I do not take breaks in the break room, or socialize at all with coworkers. Even while working, I'll take breaks alone in my truck and smoke, and for lunch, I simply go home and eat here. It seems like it doesn't matter if I show up to social events or not, since I'm not even hardly noticed when I have attempted to attend in order to meet some people. I just stood around smoking cigarettes and listening to other people talk. The few times I did go out, I attended the event, and had almost nothing to say to anybody. After all, it's not like there are many viable options.
I'm trying to learn how to accept that I'll likely be alone for the rest of my life, and I should probably get used to it. Like I said, I really don't have many interests outside of the house. When I had a smartphone, I would try out custom ROM's on my phone to extend the capacities of it, but that's over since I accidentally EMPed my phone and am now back to a phone out of 2002. Other than that, I mostly sit around and watch TV, (well, listen to it), mess around with my Linux systems, and going to Reddit and facebook. I hiked up Kamiak butte once and walked the paths down at Wawawai Park once with her. In the last 10 years, I've been to the city parks exactly 2 times, and that's only because my wife at the time was badgering me to go out and "do something". It's been over 15 years since I've gone fishing, camping, or boating. I could stay home and get drunk for a third of the cost.Ībout all I like to do are solitary activities. About the only thing to do in this town is going to the bar and drink and dance. The subreddit dedicated to my city ( /r/pullman), is rather dead, and I'm out of the age range to where /r/wsu is an option. I have looked at, but there simply isn't anything available in my AO, (Pullman WA). My father died in 2010 2 days after Christmas, and my old room has been turned into an office. At best, I'll have 40 more years of being alone, not making any difference whether I am dead or alive. There really is no reason to look forward to the rest of my life. I don't date, because I don't think I'm desirable to be around. I'm 32 years old, and have been on 5 dates in my entire life. Even in high school, I hardly ever went anywhere to the extent that I was only at another person's house 3 times. I haven't had IRL friends since 2002 when my best friend at the time died. If I'm not at either one of those places, I'm on the road in between one of those 3 places.
I don't even take my breaks in the break room because I think they don't want to be around me anymore than they have to, so I keep it strictly professional. When I did have a job, I did my job and came home immediately. I've spent most of my adult life alone, and I'm getting tired of it. I'm 32 years old, and have been married, and am already divorced. It's almost like I'm a dependent child again, living on my own. The only reason I'm not homeless is because my mother is paying my rent. I can't afford an internet connection, so I built a giant antenna so I can leech off of the internet from the motel down the street.
No job, no income, and nobody to talk to. Remember, please moderate with the arrows! Don't forget to vote!Īnd let me know if you suspect your submission has been caught in the spam filter. So come in, have some fun, and enjoy the Reddit discussions that you remember from years past. We just don't rely on using memes and rage comics to prove it to each other. And we may still go to school, but our last high school final was many moons ago.īut this isn't a sub solely for serious, adult discussion, either. Sure, we may still play video games, but most of us have no clue how to play Pokemon.
This is a community for Redditors that are starting to get that "get off my lawn" feeling whenever they check their front page.